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Today as I sit by the water By~SweetElishaxoxo

I look back and realize how powerful I truly am — a person who stuck to herself, didn’t talk to many. Maybe only a handful of people knew me my whole life.


I started going to this place, and that’s when I realized:

how many people watch me,

how many people copy me,

how many follow me — in real life.


I don’t speak much. I keep my conversations short and sweet. The only real info people ever got about me came from my mother — and even she didn’t know half the moves I was making.


People say to me,

“Why is it that everyone wanna be like you?”

All I can say is: Yesssss!


A lot of them do.

But how can one person walk into a room of 400+ people and change the entire vibe — from how people think, to how they sit?


When I was young, maybe four years ago, I noticed how people all sat together — out in the sun, in groups. But I’ve always been the quiet one. I kept to myself. So I’d sit alone in the corners — where no one else wanted to sit.


Over time, I started noticing people trying to get close to me… or just annoy me. Some would try to take my spot every time I sat down. Others would argue, fight, or try to block me from sitting there.


And I thought: Why? No one sat here before.


What shocked me most? These same people loved to sit in the crowd for gossip. But the moment they saw someone with peace… they either wanted to copy it or destroy it.


Eventually, it got so that people forgot who they were copying. They formed cliques — an army — just to go against me.


They tried to get me kicked out.

They called the cops on me.

Told me I wasn’t allowed in.

They humiliated me in front of crowds.

Pointed at me. Disrespected me.

Every time I walked in, someone would say,

“Oh, she’s sitting with all your friends.”


But you know what?

It never bothered me.

These people meant nothing to me.


They would gossip about the same people they smiled with two minutes ago. Sickening.


If you have a problem with me — address me, not everyone else.


And if you ever think you can come against me with an army of humans…

Just know: My God and His angels got me.


When I speak, I speak with volume, facts, and wisdom.

I am a chosen one.


After everything I went through, I had no choice but to stand up for myself.


Call the police station.

Call the place.

Ask what really happened.

They knew. They just didn’t care.


They didn’t want truth.

They wanted drama.

They ganged up on me.


someone finally saw the truth.

And I waited. Eight months.

Until someone finally opened their eyes and saw what really happened.


They realized I wasn’t the problem.

I was the proof that peace can’t be faked.

And strength can’t be silenced.


I didn’t need to explain myself anymore.

The truth had already spoken for me.


And in the end —

They didn’t just apologize.

They had to respect me.


Because I never changed for the crowd.

I let the crowd expose itself.


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