Sometimes I just can’t sleep

So what do I do?

start writing.

When I am down, or feeling like I need to talk to someone,

but there is no one here to talk to.

Alone.

Yes, living in silence isn’t the key, but what happens when-

You can’t change it, u have to live it

So why not embrace it?

Talk about how sad, how lonely life can be when you’re  alone

You can go from feeling so attached to someone -to suddenly being pushed away.

The moment you call or message someone,

you’re  always on their timer

But when they call you, the timer is always on their watch

it's like they can’t  tell time.

It's not just about when u need something.

It's about when someone doesn’t  reach out to you.

But the moment they do you should already know they’re  up for a chat-

And maybe you could be the reason,

they wake up in a better place

they did the day before.

Knowing you had a part in making someones day

Well… that’s what I felt.

Until it was my turn to understand

that not everyone is like you

Not everyone smiles.

Not everyone sees life through my lens.

Not everyone has the happy power.

The calm power.

The one that lifts you even when you aren’t ready for it.

being alone isn't being alone its you being protected.

so embrase your lonelyness and wake up happy.

cause no one can motivate u like you do.

now I can sleep in peace knowing none,

is the reason I made it this far, I am the Light.