Pls stop being intimidated by me

Do u know what it’s like to always have people

watching you- not out of admiration, but out of curiosity

or envy?

People wanting to be your friend just to learn  your

business- so they can feel important talking about you instead of talking to you.

Do you know what its like to be studied so closely, so

heavily, just for someone to turn around and copy

everything you do- yet never give you credit, because

they want to act like it was their idea?

So you let them.

Do you know what it’s like to keep your head down, eyes

tilted, just  to avoid eye contact-because you can

see straight though people, and they know you can?

They pretend to be your friend, but they’re  nowheres

close. They’ll interact just enough to stay close, over and over, until you are forced to speak.

And the wild part? These are the same people who’ve told you stories about what others have done to them.

But they’ll sit comfortably next to those same people, laughing it up like everything sweet.

And its not like those people did little things- they’ve tried to sabotage lives, ruin careers, disrupt families, even mine.

They’ve spread lies. Dug for dirt. Plotted on peoples

money, on their kids.

But with the power of my god, they could never break through our shield.

See, if people think your kids are friends with theirs,

they’ll think  they can access you.

But I’ve moved different

I did things when no one was looking. No one could see.

No one could feel. No one could know-unless I told them.”

-Sweetelishaxoxo